Day 13 of 28

The Breakdown:
Day 1, 11/23 - weight 147, calories 1283, no workouts
Day 2, 11/24 - weight 146, calories 1441, weight training, stretching
Day 3, 11/25 - weight 145.2, calories 1294, cardio
Day 4, 11/26 - weight 145, calories 1428, weight training
Day 5, 11/27 - weight 146, calories 1523, cardio
Day 6, 11/28 - weight 146.6, calories 1377, no workouts
Day 7, 11/29 - weight 146.6, calories ~ 2300, no workouts
Day 8, 11/30 - weight 147.6, calories - didn't record past breakfast, no workouts
Day 9, 12/01 - weight 149, calories ~1900, no workouts
Day 10, 12/2 - weight 147.8, calories ~ 1400, no workouts
Day 11, 12/3 - weight 147.6, calories ?, no workouts
Day 12, 12/4 - weight 146.2, calories ?, no workouts
Day 13, 12/5 - weight 145.2, calories ?,

Recap Week 1:
2 of 3 weight sessions for the week
2 of 3 cardio sessions for the week
1 of 3-6 stretching/foam rolling for the week

Recap Week 2:
1.8 of 11 pounds lost total
0 of 3 weight sessions for the week
0 of 3 cardio sessions for the week
0 of 3-6 stretching/foam rolling for the week

Goal weight by 12/20/11: 136


Yesterday was very busy and I wasn't able to post.  My daughter started preschool, just Tuesdays and Thursdays for 3.5 hours, but it was very hard for me.  She's been begging to go to school since she turned 3 in May, and I finally gave in because she craves that interaction with other kids that I just don't provide for her.  She had a great day at school and loved it, didn't bat an eye when I left her, that was very hard for me.  I, of course, want her to be independent and I feel proud I've raised her to be ready to be away from me, but at the same time it kind of hurt.  When I went to pick her up she didn't want to leave and threw the biggest fit I've ever ever experienced.  That was super hard too (aside from just the embarrassment) because of course I kind of pictured her being happy to see me and to talk all the way home about her day, but instead she screamed and cried the whole way home.  It was awful and it really hurt my feelings on top of leaving me feeling like a total failure as a parent.  Had a rough night with the both kids last night, and among other things, I feel extremely bad today so far.  I really hate starting a new day feeling like crap in just all areas of my life.  Trying to be kind to myself in spite of all of that.